I am wondering if I am the only person on earl who as woke up and thought "what in the world happened to my life?". I am not where I want to be. WAIT! Where do I want to be? I can tell you it is not here. I have so much love to give and it is being wasted, withering away into nothingness.
I am in my 40's and my grandmother in her late 80's is in better shape than I am in. I have been to the doctor so many times in the last year it is ridiculous! I have been to a Gastroenterologist, Cardiologist, Audiologist, Otolaryngologist, and a Nuerologist. Ummm who did a leave out? I have to plan my days around a nap. It is really making me cranky. We are treating for migraine and Periodic Limb Movement Syndrome now. Not seeing the progress I want! Ironic!
Here are a list of symptoms:
tingling on left side of face
headaches for last couple of months mainly on left side
lesion white matter right side of brain
loss of memory concentration
Sleep study showed NO REM sleep
and Periodic limb movement of 50 times an hour
Chest Pain
myalgia
I will quit complaining today and head to do something way more productive. It is a beautiful day and God is good!! The birds are chirping and I saw two deer this morning on my walk. :)
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